:: Mood: Indifference ::
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
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Saturday, September 10, 2005
:: Bye Mei Xuan ::
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At this rate, not only mei is gonna die from passive smoking. I believe i'll die soon too. =(
Shifting in bits n pieces of ornaments every week, yet my room's still so empty. I wonder why.
Gonna try not to worry unduly this week. Im sure i can make it to cell on fri with this achievement? Errrm..hopefully.. stress = worry = sin..no?
5:33 PM
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So many things that happened this whole month..boy it seems that God has brought me through mountain high and valley low experiences all at one time...
Studies...Chinese studies is a major killer, though i know God's trying to use this to highlight the importance of His grace to me. His power, His strength, NOT my own. Singapore studies, second major killer. I feel so drained by stress, though I know that stress is a sin, cos it means that I ain't depending on God. Somehow it's so natural to worry. No?
English Language, my favourite module so far..interesting yet abit taxing on the termilogies. Social Work on the contrary seems to be so boring..with so many policies to memorise. I'm so worried about how my CAP is gonna be like..Sociology is a topic on debatable issues, something I somehow dont like to do. However, i find soci fun too =)
Commitment-wise, joined SWAPS as exco. So many problems surfacing. Did I ask God for his opinion in the first place? I think I did really briefly, but im not sure i heard His reply the way He wanted me to =( Joined VCF, and Hall CF, but I think i'll have to choose one..Hall.
I know I know... all my dear frens would be super surprised that Im staying in Hostel now eh? Lynsey, I see your eyes bulging out now..hehe..but open secret, here goes: I aint intending to stay next year, so probably not gonna join many hall activities =P so naughty n anti right..aiyah i cant be bothered. God first, family second, studies n frens third. Hall? no position =O
Okie gotta go off..1pm got Sec 1 retreat at church. Wondering how i became busy so suddenly? Dont wonder, face it. I'm moving. Moving outa my comfort zone.
10:49 AM
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Mei Xuan dear, I'm really soooo sorry i didnt update my post before you left =( NUS intranet and all.. my stupid laptop just crashed down on me..was isolated from the outside world for 2 weeks =(
Missing you dearie...didnt have the courage to send you off at the airport..would have cried manz..oh well..I guess time will fly past?
My life? Watching my close frens leave Spore one by one and yet im still stuck here. Oh yes..Hall... Staying in Hall is a challenge... no aircon for pampered Dawn..how?? Lol and all the mosquitoes love to feed on me..First 2 weeks in Hall and I almost thought i wont survive studying in my humid room. God sent me an angel to remind me that Eusoff Hall has a Study Room with AIRCON!!! Miracle! Woah studying there was super productive!
God is amazing =)
1:35 AM
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