:: Happy Chinese New Year! ::
Anyways, Happy CNY everyone!
Love ya all lots
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5:28 PM
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
:: Maxine's a genius ::
So happy so happy! Thanks Maxy! It rhymes..haha
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4:20 PM
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:: Grace = Undeserving Favour ::
Valentine's Day Special..hmmz..guys reading this..tell me what would you wanna receive on Vdae? Alvin happily volunteered me for organising a hall programme on behalf of CF for Vdae and im soooo not creative..haiz..time is ticking..oh well i'll see how.
Oh yesh. Grace?Last night's lesson on Jonah was subconsciously reflected today. Melanie from TS tut group DW4 needed my DW3 slot..and though I would be inconvenienced, I was reminded that for EL2111, God graciously gave me the slot I prayed for. How could I turn her plea away? Anyway I would only be slightly inconvenienced but she would be stuck with no way out. So I agreed to swap tutorials with her. Felt so good =) like I knew God was smiling from above.
Unconditional love. God's love.
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2:57 PM
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Friday, January 20, 2006
:: God is Amazing ::
God's love is amazing,
steady and unchanging,
God's love is a mountain,
firm beneath my feet!
With that, I know that even when I think no one else knows what I'm going through, there's always someone else who is feeling JUST the same way. The difference is that Christ lives in me and He can live in you too..the choice is yours
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1:53 PM
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
:: =) ::
Tonight, after that one phone call, i suddenly feel so relieved. Havent felt so good for the past week..which is silly, cos my problem still isnt solved, and probably wont be any time soon, but at least I know that God has been the centre of it all =) He has a plan and a will for my life..He knows my future and He loves me more than any other person on earth. So im gonna just fix my eyes on the one who IS love..God..=)
My fren said that love is illogical, that to love someone, it means breaking down and crying if that person doesnt accept you..but i beg to differ..loving someone just means sacrificing yourself for that person, exactly what God did when he let His ONLY SON Jesus die on the cross for us who do not deserve it. Such love!
WWJD? I've thought about it..He would quote John 4:10
"This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins."
Sacrifice is the word..so to love is to sacrifice unconditionally..i guess i dont really love people alot..i love myself more =( im so ashamed when i think of philippians 2:3
"Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility, consider others better than yourself."
Choon says i think too much..i agree..about the wrong things at that too. Why make a friendship so complicated? Maybe im just not ready for a different stage in my life yet..actually, searching myself, a small part of me is getting too pressurized by the ways of the world..The world says that if you aint attached at this age, you are a sad case..even worse..the world says that if you dont have any friends, you are a gone case..
What did Jesus say? Romans 12: 2
"Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is - his good, pleasing and perfect will."
Terence is right. We dont need to depend on our close frens to give us comfort or to bring us assurance, because our security comes from our identity in Christ Jesus..that He loves us so much more than any other! Insecurity comes when we believe in a lie, that Jesus is not enough to fill our hearts. If terence can learn to serve Christ and ignore what the world says, I believe i can do just as well =) jin1 guo2 bu4 rang4 xu1 mei2!!! haha im being cheena again =P
Dorcas probably didnt know, but the one sentence she said to me is the most comforting sentence =) She said, "Singlehood is the period of time where we can serve God to our fullest and focus only on Him" so singlehood is sacred agree?
To all the people who are attached: Im not joining you just yet, and I'm happy about it =)
Remember, Joy=Choice
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12:06 AM
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Friday, January 13, 2006
:: =( ::
Actions speak louder than words huh. Walk the talk huh. Easier to walk the ways of the world than to walk God's way =(
Ever since Monday I've been doing everything wrong! Saying things i shouldnt have said and doing things to perplex other people! Haiz..sometimes i wonder why I dont know how to just surrender everything to God and just wait patiently? Why am i so eager to see results, get answers, hear other people's comments? Shouldnt i just allow God to let things happen naturally? But how would i know if God's telling me to make a move and im still like telling Him to push me? So when do i know if it's God's timing??
James 1:2-4
2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
Pure joy..yah..easy to say..when your whole world comes crumbling down how to FEEL joy huh??? Feelings are the most undependable manz!
Joy = Choice = Obedience
what a hard equation for humans to understand solve..Jesus has the answer though..
Jesus came to earth and did everything right. "What would Jesus do" aka WWJD is the question running through my mind every minute now! But the biggest question is what would Jesus do if he liked someone? Jesus never got married so how? haiz...
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8:47 PM
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Sunday, January 08, 2006
:: Wet Sunday ::
Sunday today..wei en bought a cool prezzie for cool ryan! all the sec 2s crashed ryan's class after registration..wei en i totally agree that ryan's class is like the coolest manz! hmmz..i aint cool lah..but i'll do my best to amuse u guys during class to the best of my abilities yeah? *wink* Oh maxy and minfeng and michelle, could u guys like stop whacking each other in class?? so diastracting manz..lol
Wellz what can i say? Ryan you are way cool manz..=)
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11:33 PM
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
:: Camp Afterglow ::
AFTERGLOW @ 6pm all you campers! Come down! Comon down! =) See ya there!
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1:14 AM
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
:: Major decision ::
monday..first day of school..oh and THAT...my whole weekend is gonna be spent praying about it...wishing God would let time speed up!!!
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1:35 AM
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
:: Insomia...again ::
adrenalin still pumped up..my mind racing with that decision making..
oh..Lord..why do I think so much? Praying would do so much more than just stressing my brain..to do or not to do?
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3:39 AM
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
:: Snipets from the Korea trip! ::
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12:48 AM
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