Sink into God's arms... Relax.

Friday, January 13, 2006

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Okie...i should be at church now..but im not..mummy too tired to sent us but we wanted to go..then super grudgingly she asked us to take a cab to church..yeah how to feel at ease going when she didnt even give us her blessings? haiz..okay im self-centred as usual..but wat ever it is, sorry mummy. Oh well..i guess i better learn to drive soon..lighten mummy's load..and i super need to learn to be independent! im such a freaking dependent girl!

Actions speak louder than words huh. Walk the talk huh. Easier to walk the ways of the world than to walk God's way =(

Ever since Monday I've been doing everything wrong! Saying things i shouldnt have said and doing things to perplex other people! Haiz..sometimes i wonder why I dont know how to just surrender everything to God and just wait patiently? Why am i so eager to see results, get answers, hear other people's comments? Shouldnt i just allow God to let things happen naturally? But how would i know if God's telling me to make a move and im still like telling Him to push me? So when do i know if it's God's timing??

James 1:2-4
2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

Pure joy..yah..easy to say..when your whole world comes crumbling down how to FEEL joy huh??? Feelings are the most undependable manz!

Joy = Choice = Obedience

what a hard equation for humans to understand solve..Jesus has the answer though..

Jesus came to earth and did everything right. "What would Jesus do" aka WWJD is the question running through my mind every minute now! But the biggest question is what would Jesus do if he liked someone? Jesus never got married so how? haiz...

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8:47 PM
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About Me

Dawn Ku
God's Child
23rd October 1986
Methodist Girls' School
Anglo-Chinese Junior College
National University of Singapore
Barker Road Methodist Church

Adores

God the Father
Jesus Christ the Son
Daddy
Mummy
Meizi
All my Sec 3s

Loathes

Satan and his lackeys
Sin

Wants

All whom I know to be saved
To Know God Deeper
To Shine for the Lord
To Walk my Talk