:: So EXCITING! ::
Gosh I cant believe I managed to wake up in time to send him off! Had sleep from 12-3am (eh dun ask me why i got up so early..excited maybe?) Wow! First time i was waiting in the dark at my garage since 4.15am for Alvin's dad to pick me up. With all the time in the dark on my own, I managed to have done worship as my own Silence & Solitude. =)
So cool to see all the VCFers so onz and sending off their friends for the missions! Haha everyone thought I was Alvin's sister! We both have very small eyes..so it means we are siblings? haha that's weird..cos Ben sure doesnt have small eyes!
After sending alvin off, I was to go Yue Ling's house!!! Haha was pretty sleepy the whole morning at her house while she watched cos we got too lazy to play badminton =P Well, finally we had to move our butts outa the house to go for lunch anyways. We wanted to bake after lunch, so we decided to choose our recipe first, lest we forgot to buy any ingredients.
An idea struck my head. Let's cook tonite! Haha Ling was like nonono! But wellz, im lousy at baking also mah..so she was our baker and I was the cook for the night. So fun!
Eh the cookies we baked were pretty bad...turned into rock.. lol but I highly think I was to blame..cos I insisted on leaving the cookies in the oven for too long =( sorry Yueling! haha thank goodness dinner wasn't too bad..Fried rice n fried chicken wings.. everything so unhealthy! lol oops =P
Haha i was so touched that Ling's family were so appreciative =) lol darren was like "Dawn?!" when auntie told him that I was the cook for the night. Haaahaa =P Eh all hands together for Yueling! She says she cant cook but I really think she can okay! I think cooking is easy, but washing up is hard! Yueling did the hard part by helping me wash up and that was like soooo sweet! Please lemme wash up more stuff next time k! Haha love ya bestest fren!
Yawn..what a long day..but so many new experiences worth remembering =)
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11:51 PM
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Monday, May 15, 2006
:: Fei Louship bbq ::
Cant remember when was the last time I had people over at my house, but oooh Sat was just so exciting! We ate ourselves fat till 10.30pm... Roti pratas and durian cake...gosh!Yummy! A pity we didnt play twister though..haha =P
Ben..u ah! eye power hor..slacking while ur poor bro was doing all the work! Haiyo =P Oh yeah n thanks for suaning me the whole night. Baaah
To Mr Alvin Ang, who was supposed to turn up early to help us carry stuff but didnt, dont worry we dun blame u =P since u cooked for us you are forgiven =P haha u were supposed to be our musician for the night but u didnt play for us lor! haha will make u do it the next time manz!Mercy journey for your MEET!
Thanks Joyce for coming so early to shop with me! I had a great time mixing all the bbq sauces! It didnt turn out to bad afterall huh =P Take care when u go back Manila!To eric who turned up second, thanks for helping to mix the sauces too!hehe =)
Shu Yi darling!Thanks for the durian cake =) Really sweet Mother's Day surprise!hehehe so glad u came for the bbq! Thanks for making me ur sunshine...wanna let u noe that u are mine too!
And to a new fren Kheng San...hope u liked joyce's roti prata! haha at least u ate those without "corners" =P
OKie this marks the end of our ECF grp..but the beginning of new frenship bonds that is held together by our Lord Jesus =)
Really love u guys alot. Thanks for all that you've done. Most of all, thanks for walking the Christian walk with me the past year =) Take care u all!
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11:40 PM
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
:: Food for thought ::
Hmmm I told mummy my ideal first boyfriend should have no other boyfriends before me and she was like "No! How can you fix such conditions? If God's plan is to put you 2 together, it wont matter that he has had another girlfriend before you, because you 2 are the right ones for each other!"
Haha my reason i gave her for wanting to be my first boyfren's first girlfren is that it isnt fair for me to give the guy my 100% and yet a piece of his heart is with another gal. Mummy was like "Aiyo how can you say that?! How can you be so idealistic and shut out God's plans for you?"
Hmmm why does my mum make so much sense? I think im too idealistic a person, yet at the same time, super emotional. Meaning, I impose all those conditions YET the ones i like dont really seem to "qualify" for the superficial/external conditions.. Haha so is that good? Means I look at the heart instead of the exterior qualities (though i still place them on my list of conditions =P )
Someone told me that I would know if i really like a guy...my heart will skip, he's the first person I wanna share everything with, and oooo i think that we should have quite many things in common. Hmmmz dont know if that definition works for me..shall test and see.
For now, I'll wait upon the Lord and seek His will =)
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11:39 PM
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
:: KBoxing! ::
Haven't gone kbox in such a long while cos of exams and all that study stress..but glad we did!
Second kboxing session with choon choon...haha i caught a photo of you doing silly stuff but I shant expose your deeds...haha =P
So happy to have cheryl! Our first kboxing session together!Your first one ever too! Hope it was enjoyable for you! Was super duper fun with ya girl!
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7:45 PM
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
:: Finally! ::
I know God will give me the strength to complete this journey! With VCF Leader's Planning Camp and ACJC CF Camp and my New Zealand trip, think im gonna have lotsa fun this hols. Hope I dun get sick...Drink more H2O dawn ku! haha =)
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12:21 AM
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Sunday, May 07, 2006
:: God is Amazing! ::
Well this whole hols is gonna be a busy 3 mths for me but Im ready to embrace it cos I know i will come out stronger =)
God u are so great =)
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12:37 AM
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Thursday, May 04, 2006
:: Relief! ::
God is so great. Really. Was having SUPER great panic attacks when God sent me an angel again! Hmmz ironic thing is that an angel was sent an angel...cool though =) God never fails to remind me that worrying is a sin and i really have to learn to surrender everything to him.
Haiz...i think im too result-oriented. Is that bad? I dunno. But somehow everything i do seems to lack drive! I dunno. How on earth can a person who isnt driven expect to get good results? I dunno. So many things I dunno about my self recently. Erik Erikson's 5th stage in his psychosocial theory - Identity vs Identity confusion. This suppossedly ends when an adolescent reaches 20yrs of age and goes the the 6th stage - Intimacy vs Isolation. What's wrong with me? I feel im struggling at BOTH stages! That's like double jeopardy!
Hah. But I know it'll all turn out fine cos God has a plan for me. The ONE for me. Hmmz just that im getting tired of waiting and waiting. Perseverance. I have to learn and trust in a greater being who knows me more than I know myself. Im willing to learn. Take me by your hand oh Lord.
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11:12 PM
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