Sink into God's arms... Relax.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

:: Food for thought ::

Every time the hols approach I start getting food for thought. I start thinking about lotsa stuff and revaluing my feelings towards people. I dont know whether to say that I am oversensitive or ignorant. Worse still, maybe im just confused =(

Hmmm I told mummy my ideal first boyfriend should have no other boyfriends before me and she was like "No! How can you fix such conditions? If God's plan is to put you 2 together, it wont matter that he has had another girlfriend before you, because you 2 are the right ones for each other!"

Haha my reason i gave her for wanting to be my first boyfren's first girlfren is that it isnt fair for me to give the guy my 100% and yet a piece of his heart is with another gal. Mummy was like "Aiyo how can you say that?! How can you be so idealistic and shut out God's plans for you?"

Hmmm why does my mum make so much sense? I think im too idealistic a person, yet at the same time, super emotional. Meaning, I impose all those conditions YET the ones i like dont really seem to "qualify" for the superficial/external conditions.. Haha so is that good? Means I look at the heart instead of the exterior qualities (though i still place them on my list of conditions =P )

Someone told me that I would know if i really like a guy...my heart will skip, he's the first person I wanna share everything with, and oooo i think that we should have quite many things in common. Hmmmz dont know if that definition works for me..shall test and see.

For now, I'll wait upon the Lord and seek His will =)

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11:39 PM
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About Me

Dawn Ku
God's Child
23rd October 1986
Methodist Girls' School
Anglo-Chinese Junior College
National University of Singapore
Barker Road Methodist Church

Adores

God the Father
Jesus Christ the Son
Daddy
Mummy
Meizi
All my Sec 3s

Loathes

Satan and his lackeys
Sin

Wants

All whom I know to be saved
To Know God Deeper
To Shine for the Lord
To Walk my Talk