Sink into God's arms... Relax.

Saturday, January 14, 2006

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How weird..just takes 4 hours for my mood to become so different and the atmosphere here to become so much less tense!

Tonight, after that one phone call, i suddenly feel so relieved. Havent felt so good for the past week..which is silly, cos my problem still isnt solved, and probably wont be any time soon, but at least I know that God has been the centre of it all =) He has a plan and a will for my life..He knows my future and He loves me more than any other person on earth. So im gonna just fix my eyes on the one who IS love..God..=)

My fren said that love is illogical, that to love someone, it means breaking down and crying if that person doesnt accept you..but i beg to differ..loving someone just means sacrificing yourself for that person, exactly what God did when he let His ONLY SON Jesus die on the cross for us who do not deserve it. Such love!

WWJD? I've thought about it..He would quote John 4:10
"This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins."

Sacrifice is the word..so to love is to sacrifice unconditionally..i guess i dont really love people alot..i love myself more =( im so ashamed when i think of philippians 2:3
"Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility, consider others better than yourself."

Choon says i think too much..i agree..about the wrong things at that too. Why make a friendship so complicated? Maybe im just not ready for a different stage in my life yet..actually, searching myself, a small part of me is getting too pressurized by the ways of the world..The world says that if you aint attached at this age, you are a sad case..even worse..the world says that if you dont have any friends, you are a gone case..

What did Jesus say? Romans 12: 2
"Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is - his good, pleasing and perfect will."

Terence is right. We dont need to depend on our close frens to give us comfort or to bring us assurance, because our security comes from our identity in Christ Jesus..that He loves us so much more than any other! Insecurity comes when we believe in a lie, that Jesus is not enough to fill our hearts. If terence can learn to serve Christ and ignore what the world says, I believe i can do just as well =) jin1 guo2 bu4 rang4 xu1 mei2!!! haha im being cheena again =P

Dorcas probably didnt know, but the one sentence she said to me is the most comforting sentence =) She said, "Singlehood is the period of time where we can serve God to our fullest and focus only on Him" so singlehood is sacred agree?

To all the people who are attached: Im not joining you just yet, and I'm happy about it =)

Remember, Joy=Choice

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12:06 AM
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About Me

Dawn Ku
God's Child
23rd October 1986
Methodist Girls' School
Anglo-Chinese Junior College
National University of Singapore
Barker Road Methodist Church

Adores

God the Father
Jesus Christ the Son
Daddy
Mummy
Meizi
All my Sec 3s

Loathes

Satan and his lackeys
Sin

Wants

All whom I know to be saved
To Know God Deeper
To Shine for the Lord
To Walk my Talk